"Last night I couldn't shut off the voices in my head. I feel so inadequate sometimes. I'm too hard on myself. I hate how I have the inability to feel. Sometimes I have stupid irrational fears. I'm constantly comparing myself to others. I don't see the point in investing in deep relationships because people always drift apart. I feel like I fail at my relationship with God. I'm not perfect. Really, I'm not. Sometimes I feel like I'm at war with myself and I just hate myself. Sometimes I just wanna cry, for once. You made me look at myself thru your eyes and I start to understand...maybe I can be loved. Maybe I am beautiful. But do you see who I am, deep inside? Beyond the surface?"
"Anna. I know who you are. I understand what you are saying. And it doesn't change one thing. No one is perfect. Nobody! Jesus was the only perfect person that has and will walk this earth. I truly love you, Anna, because I know who you are."
"But who AM I?"
"Anna. Life is about finding out who you are. It's not just going to appear overnight. Who are you trying to be? Who do you want to be? You won't be perfect, Anna. But you are perfect thru my eyes."
"Really, I don't think I deserve to be loved like this."
"Every girl deserves to be loved. Every girl deserves to be treated right."
"I have so much to learn."
"Well. Let me learn with you."
((because sometimes you just need to borrow someone else' eyes to see yourself)
Beloved Jesus...let me be so close to you I can see my reflection in your eyes.
"Anna. I know who you are. I understand what you are saying. And it doesn't change one thing. No one is perfect. Nobody! Jesus was the only perfect person that has and will walk this earth. I truly love you, Anna, because I know who you are."
"But who AM I?"
"Anna. Life is about finding out who you are. It's not just going to appear overnight. Who are you trying to be? Who do you want to be? You won't be perfect, Anna. But you are perfect thru my eyes."
"Really, I don't think I deserve to be loved like this."
"Every girl deserves to be loved. Every girl deserves to be treated right."
"I have so much to learn."
"Well. Let me learn with you."
((because sometimes you just need to borrow someone else' eyes to see yourself)
Beloved Jesus...let me be so close to you I can see my reflection in your eyes.
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