May 15, 2009

Sometimes you'll have to stand alone

Just one...Let's be honest that if it hasn't happened already, your friends, aren't always going to stand with you to do what's right. They might still be Christians but they also might not be different with you, push against the flow, be unique. The sad part is, most people never find who God created them to be because they are never willing to step out of the boat and play around with their options. They are not willing to be different. It's seriously not easy and it really makes you question if you want to follow God or not but let's be different. Starting now. Don't think about the past. Stand now. Sometimes it really will be just one but always remember that you have God will you! Sometimes you will have friends who will stand with you but let's always be willing to STAND ALONE FOR JESUS! BUT YOU WON'T STAND ALL BY YOURSELF BECAUSE HE'S THERE WITH YOU!! HE WAS ON THE CROSS FOR YOU!!
Dear Jesus...
Why can't I stand alone?
Why does it matter what other's think?
Why don't I believe the only thing that really matters is what you believe of me?
Why can't I give it all for you, Father God?
Why can't I decide if I really want to follow you?
Why can't I want to stay pure?
Why don't I believe that you're real?
Why, since I say I'm a Christian, why can't I act like one?
Why can't I believe that you are God's son and that I'm really saved?
Why can't I seem to have much faith in you?
Your daughter now and forever, Anna

Don't be afraid to tell what you really have in your life, struggles, doubts, things that seem embarrassing. I don't do very well at that but am getting better, sorta. People will respect you when you are honest and tell your struggles and doubts!!

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